Monday, October 31

OMAIGOD HAHAHAAHA

It's been sooooooooooooo long since I updated my lovey dovey sayang ucuk ucuk blog :-*. Blughh -_- 2011 is coming to and end!! Well, yeah like 2 months lagi. But psccchhhh cmoon, that's like only 61days. OMG 2012! Oh cmon, don't tell me you believe that shit -__________-

RANDOM PIC!


Ngawwww ♥ Jared Leto in Hugo Boss commercial. Lol so charming ahh :'DDD 

Wednesday, September 28

Sad ;(

When i saw a cashier hand this little boy his money back, the boy couldn't have been more than 5 or 6 years old. The Cashier said, 'I'm sorry, but you don't have enough money to buy this doll.'' The little boy turned to the old woman next to him, ''Granny, are you sure I don't have enough money?'' She replied, ''You know that you don't have enough money to buy this doll, my dear.'' Then she asked him to stay there for just 5 minutes while she went to look around. She left quickly. The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand. Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll to. 'It's the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for Christmas. She was sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her.' I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus would bring it to her after all, and not to worry. But he replied to me sadly. 'No, Santa Claus can't bring it to her where she is now. I have to give the doll to my mommy so that she can give it to my sister when she goes there.' His eyes were so sad while saying this, 'My Sister has gone to be with God. Daddy says that Mommy is going to see God very soon too, so I thought that she could take the doll with her to give it to my sister.'' My heart nearly stopped. The little boy looked up at me and said, 'I told daddy to tell mommy not to go yet. I need her to wait until I come back from the mall.' Then he showed me a very nice photo of himself. He was laughing. He then told me 'I want mommy to take my picture with her so she won't forget me.' 'I love my mommy and I wish she didn't have to leave me, but daddy says that she has to go to be with my little sister.' Then he looked again at the doll with sad eyes, very quietly. I quickly reached for my wallet and said to the boy. 'Suppose we check again, just in case you do have enough money for the doll!'' OK' he said, 'I hope I do have enough.' I added some of my money to his without him seeing and we started to count it. There was enough for the doll and even some spare money. The little boy said, 'Thank you God for giving me enough money!' Then he looked at me and added, 'I asked last night before I went to sleep for God to make sure I had enough money to buy this doll, so that mommy could give it to my sister. He heard me!'' 'I also wanted to have enough money to buy a white rose for my mommy, but I didn't dare to ask God for too much. But He gave me enough to buy the doll and a white rose.'' 'My mommy loves white roses.' A few minutes later, the old lady returned and I left with my basket. I finished my shopping in a totally different state of mind from when I started. I couldn't get the little boy out of my mind. Then I remembered a local newspaper article two days ago, which mentioned a drunk man in a truck, who hit a car occupied by a young woman and a little girl. The little girl died right away and the mother was left in a critical state. The family had to decide whether to pull the plug on the life-sustaining machine because the young woman would not be able to recover from the coma. Was this the family of the little boy? Two days after this encounter with the little boy I read in the newspaper that the young woman had passed away. I couldn't stop myself as I bought a bunch of white roses and I went to the funeral home where the body of the young woman was for people to see and make last wishes before her burial. She was there, in her coffin, holding a beautiful white rose in her hand with the photo of the little boy and the doll placed over her chest. I left the place, teary-eyed, feeling that my life had been changed forever. The love that the little boy had for his mother and his sister is still, to this day, hard to imagine, and in a fraction of a second, a drunk driver had taken all this away from him.

Tuesday, September 13

Forever alone kind of people.

"Sape sudi kawan dengan aku? :/"
A girl posted this in a page. And I was like "Ya Allah, forever alone much?"
HuHUHuhHuhuHuhuhhu. Sorry to say lah der, but why on earth?? Seriously, dude. Oh god -____- I am speechless by your sheer awesomeness. Wow.

Monday, September 12

Lesson learnt.

Never eat black liquorice. My god it taste like rotten, kinda dipped in the drain, antibiotic -.- Worst moment of life. Ooohhhhh today at choir we were sing this song, and this word have 2 syllables righttt. One syllable high note, one syllable low note. And it was our first try singing that song. Well, we sounded like donkeys hee hoo hee hoo.. HuhUHuuhhuuUuuHuhUuhuh.

*OH, and that liquorice gives you serious gas. I was lucky to not fart in front of my friends -_____-


Forever donkey, Anis :-*

Sunday, September 11

Echelon!


WOOOOO! 30 SECONDS TO MARS 4 LYFFFF! 

"I fell apart, but got back up again"
-Alibi by 30 Seconds to Mars

So motivational that song Y(^______^)Y I like! I like! So for all of you guys that putus harapan ahh, there's still hope in life :D So don't go bungee jumping from the roof ahh. OOOHH! AND JARED LETO HAS BLUE EYES AHHHH. *melting :-*


Saturday, September 10

I'm living in a pressure cooker -.-

Seriously, like I've been doing home works, assignments, and chores for the whole week and barely get to watch tv or go out or like, spend my time online. And when i complain, I expect comfort and like, support. NOT PILING UP MY PRESSURE MORE & MORE :@@@@ Do you really have to like say "Baru form 1 dah macam ni, universiti nanti macam mana?" I mean like, memang la kan. But I SERIOUSLY DON'T NEED THAT RIGHT NOW. If I keep living like this, I won't be living a life. I'll be living a hell -___-

"Life either is a daring adventure or nothing"
-Helen Keller.

I just got to the part where my bad adventure begins :'( Wish I could be a kid again.

Pressured, Anis.

- A Title -

"I was born to be somebody,
Ain't nothing that's ever gonna stop me"
-Born to be Somebody; Justin Bieber

TRUE THAT, JUSTIN BIEBER! Maybe now, I am like lost in the crowd. BUT I BELIEVE THAT SOMEDAY, SOMEWHEN YOU HATERS WILL WALK WITH YOUR HEADS DOWN. MUAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHHA >:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD


Feeling very ambitious, Anis :-*